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Two poems ; two point of views ,two people-- same story

The disturbed heart
( Point of view of a cheater/betrayer) 

 On a roller coaster takes me this guilt,
Disturbed sleep and longest nights ,
Dreams no longer I see ,
Shutting  my eyes to sleep,
Your face is all I can see .
I wish to see you again ,
Just to say I'm terribly sorry .
Though no sorry can mask the scars,
Just to say I wronged you the most .
Though it won't heal the heart,
Want to fall to your feet and cry
Another act is what you'll think
Ever will I surpass this grief 
A lonely path I threw you in 
You Drowned those days in tears I know ,
Your kind heart won't curse me I know ,
But suffering Iam but for every tear you shed ,
Karma followed me and in pain Iam
Please forgive me I beg so 
I lied and betrayed you 
I stamped over your dreams 
I laughed when you  cried
With a devil's mind and a lying soul
Wore I a mask of a lamb 
Inside an evil wolf was I 
This truth could not be hidden for long 
And it tore u into million pieces 
I wish we never crossed paths
Because peace of mind I have none today 
No gods will save me 
Because they were always on your side 
I was your priority always 
But mine was different 
now I have no one to turn to 
All I can do is cry in agony
Because I lost you long back 
Regret I had none back then 

Now regrets are all I have .

I'll turn I'll walk away! (Point of view of the person who was betrayed or cheated ) 

On this tears stained ground,
My sword of love I laid down.
Heard the words I feared I'd hear
Her words scribed through my heart
A living lie fooling his own mind
A devil in disguise
The bloodiest battle of words,
Could have been fought ,
Could tear you apart into pieces,
Can put you to shame in seconds ,
Never will I do any of these
Because there's  nothing left for me to say
So I’ll turn, I'll walk away.

Because it’s all been a dream
False hopes and castles of promises
Happily ever after faded away in minutes
Where will you bury these curses
Their broken hearts drowned ,
Drowned in lake of wounds
There’s nothing left for me to say
So I’ll turn, I'll walk away.

Enemies at war
Is what we could become
Though revenge is sweet,
I won't hurt you ever ,
That's my word and it will be so.
Even though the pain runs so deep,
And the scars will remain.
Yes all the battles you’ve won,
But the war’s been lost.
My tears will cost you peace ,
That day you will remember my name ,
The day when karma hits you .
There’s nothing left for me to say
So I’ll turn, I'll walk away.


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