the teenage boy and his unspoken love
I definitely have a crush on her.
It started as a small one and it's not that small anymore. I cannot make my heart stop beating those thunder beats though my mind is trying its best to stop this nonsense.
Sometimes I secretly wish she stares at me when I look away.
I feel like I become speechless when I'm near her.
I have a million things to tell her but i become breathless at her sight.
It's an amazing feeling.
It is euphoric. It's addictive.
The best part is I haven't told her about it so I don't need to worry about how she will react. I don't want to scare her away.
So I guess I'll never tell her because I can't handle rejection.
Perhaps she might not be the same if i tell her this.
But wait !
What if...just what if she has a crush on me as well?
I wish I could read her mind.
I think about her everyday.
I try to hide my feelings.
I try not to stare.
I search for her face among the crowd.
I have read about one sided love in story books.
Who knew it can actually happen in real life as well.
Wait..... did I just say love?
---- the teenage boy & his unspoken love